Don't ask for apples from the orange seller.

Ego: Oh dear. That was the last apple
AlterEgo: Oh I'm sorry did you want it?
Ego: Oh well, yes, but I didn't realise I wanted it until someone else has sunken his teeth into it and now it's too late. It was right there in front of me. If only I had snatched it up when I had the chance I wouldn't have this aching hunger.
AlterEgo: Good God man, have a bloody orange.

***

Ego: Oh dear. That was the last orange.
AlterAlterEgo: Oh I'm sorry did you want it?
Ego: Oh yes, but I didn't realise I wanted it until someone else has sunken his teeth into it.
AlterAlterEgo: Well, you snooze, you lose!

***

It's as if I'm on a cycle. Everytime I start out something new, this would come up. Make it stop!

Sit up straight.
Take a deep breath.
And clear up your mind.
Breath in.
And out.
Repeat.